i don't really know where to start this post.

like how i just saw (and tasted) coagulated soymilk, which felt pretty much like youghurt.

didn't dare to eat it, though. lol 

ah well. may as well start with how I'm feeling, eh?

my life's screwed up now.

starting with my family:

My brother: selfish, largely uncaring, and disrespectful

my sister: half retard, quarter jerk, eighth amusing, another eighth awesome

my mum: i have no idea why i don't like her. kinda because i want more freedom, i guess.

my dad's fine, just kinda strict with com usage.

plus the fact that my dad got retrenched.

next: my results. 

English compo: screwed up

Physics: ok-well ish marks

Bio: i have no idea

Maths: screwed up

Geog: screwed up

Chinese: lo and behold, screwed up.

damnit. i can't tell if screwing my marks up was good or not. i'll probably get complacent and screw up my EOY's big time...

then now in class i kinda don't have any good friends. i can just imagine the tagboard if i don't add this next sentence. you all are my friends, sure, but when i need to talk to someone, i don;t know who. well, not really. but you might get what i mean.

i mean, our whole class has like, i think, 4 major cliques. i could list them, but I'm lazy to.

thing is, people change.

now i don't know where i belong, who to talk to, and so on. 

music is gonna be rather handy now.

I'm off to sleep now.

well listen to music and lie in my bed and sms.

I'd say proper post later, but this post probably counts as a proper one.

so: post about last few days later.

i could pour out everything all out on this blog, but the post would be about a gigabyte.

The pursuit of happyness