Oops. Hit publish post juz now. On my iPod. Can't edit the damn posts. -.-

Anyway.

The things in my life that are importiant to me.


Friends
Music
Parkour
Some games

Oddly enough, that's it. My grades can pretty much go to hell if I had the choice.

Thing is, I don't have a choice. I chose too late. It's impossible for me to change my life much now, except to study hard. But I just can't seem to, you see. My (overly-extreme) passion for those things keep dragging me down, and stopping me from studying and so on.

I'm worried.
Worried about my life
Worried for some of my friends
Worried about religion, politics, and the world in general.

So many things. The butterfly effect. A small act can result in huge changes. Something like that.

I don't know what to do.

My faith is wavering.


God, if you hear me, help me. You know your plan for me. Help me to find it.



Bye.