PARIIII.

... well then, my plan backfired on me.

do that few people read my blog?

Anyway. I'm not suicidal. Nowhere NEAR.

That last post was just intended for another reason for a specific bunch of friends.

Mainly, to scare all my friends who have or are harming themselves.

To let them know how bad it can hurt when a friend's this stupid.

And not only it seems it didn't reach everyone, it also seems that one of them still harms himself.

I shoulda went on with my initial plan to say i slit my wrists.

NO I'M NOT SUICIDAL.

NOT EVEN SUBCONSCIOUSLY.

really.

Anyway, Pari's leaving tomorrow... -sighs-

There's still email i guess..

Another friend leaving my life.

Something else, coming and going.

I'm sorry i didn't know you earlier,

I'm sorry i wasn't your friend.

I'm happy i knew you,

I'm happy you were my friend.

You brought me into dance club,

And now you're leaving.

We might say stuff like "friends are forever",

But the sad truth of fate

just won't allow it.

I'll miss you so much Pari.

Miss dancing with you,

Miss squeezing our feet into each other's shoes,

Miss messing around crazily together like there was no tomorrow,

Miss your craziness, your high-ness, the way you always cheer everyone around up.

Miss the few times in dance club we taught each other what we knew.

You were the one who got me to join dance. When i join, you leave.

I'm gonna promise this:

I'm going to be your legacy.

Never gonna give up dancing, gonna dance till I'm better than you.

And you had better not forget us here in NUSH OKAY?!?!

Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And sometimes, although it isn't the only way, it's the happiest.